RIP Silent Harmony
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RIP Silent Harmony.
30 January 2003 - 6 August 2024
I'm sorry it's taken so long to bury you. I'm sorry it took so long to realise you were dead.
Nimay, Yamin, Nol: Rest in peace. I'm sorry I couldn't keep you alive on my own. I tried. I promise, I tried. For almost four years I wrote in silence, wrote in hope. I asked for help; I begged for help. I can't do this alone. I tried so hard to write without hope of ever being read, but I can't do it. I can't put my heart and soul and hours and years of my life into something nobody will ever look at. I tried so hard, but it hurts too much. I've cried for you half a dozen times this year alone. I'm sure I will dozens more. Hopefully the mourning will become easier with time. Hopefully I can stop feeling resentment towards those who let you die.
I wish someone would have helped.
30 January 2003 - 6 August 2024
I'm sorry it's taken so long to bury you. I'm sorry it took so long to realise you were dead.
Nimay, Yamin, Nol: Rest in peace. I'm sorry I couldn't keep you alive on my own. I tried. I promise, I tried. For almost four years I wrote in silence, wrote in hope. I asked for help; I begged for help. I can't do this alone. I tried so hard to write without hope of ever being read, but I can't do it. I can't put my heart and soul and hours and years of my life into something nobody will ever look at. I tried so hard, but it hurts too much. I've cried for you half a dozen times this year alone. I'm sure I will dozens more. Hopefully the mourning will become easier with time. Hopefully I can stop feeling resentment towards those who let you die.
I wish someone would have helped.