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RIP Silent Harmony

RIP Silent Harmony.
30 January 2003 - 6 August 2024

I'm sorry it's taken so long to bury you. I'm sorry it took so long to realise you were dead.

Nimay, Yamin, Nol: Rest in peace. I'm sorry I couldn't keep you alive on my own. I tried. I promise, I tried. For almost four years I wrote in silence, wrote in hope. I asked for help; I begged for help. I can't do this alone. I tried so hard to write without hope of ever being read, but I can't do it. I can't put my heart and soul and hours and years of my life into something nobody will ever look at. I tried so hard, but it hurts too much. I've cried for you half a dozen times this year alone. I'm sure I will dozens more. Hopefully the mourning will become easier with time. Hopefully I can stop feeling resentment towards those who let you die.

I wish someone would have helped.
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Wildlife Fact File: 025 White-Crowned Shingleback

Wildlife Fact File: 025 White-Crowned Shingleback )

The white-crowned shingleback, which is not a particularly dangerous snake. Its bite makes you sick for like a day then you're fine. Bit longer for the particularly young or particularly old but nobody's ever died after being bitten by one.
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[personal profile] annarti2023-03-08 09:52 pm

King's Own: Big Book of Stuff

King's Own )

I'm so pleased I made them all seated :D This is what I had in my head when I started. I love how they all came out, my boys! I love the character in their poses, which was the main reason I drew them sitting (final reason being it fits best in the top right corner of the page where they go in the Big Book of Stuff). I love how their clothing came out and the contrasts between the showffs and those who'd rather just sit on the sidelines; between Kaen and Rumal, especially. Both are absolutely 100% flaunting their wealth, but Kaen's SO much classier about it. The archers scrubbing themselves up under their royal new recruit's influence. Anganur, Ulkar and Kaen, my brick shithouses, toll-u and lanky Gylepi and Yoryl Noodlearm... I'm just so happy with all these boys.

Particular shoutouts to Cassie, who's been so long since she posted I completely forget her username on DW, for helping me so much with these boys. From help on how to specifically improve faces or poses, to redlining Kaen's face to make him less freshfaced 20-year-old and more maaaaan, to general 'y'know you can totally do feet better, stop cheating on them' pushes. She makes me so much better :<

King's Own Makakis )

This'd work better if they were in a scene but that'd mean drawing a scene annnnnd I can't be bothered. They're starting to look like a real species now, though, pleased about that! When I get all the character art done I'll be moving onto kingdom art, which will include wildlife, and I plan to do a full, detailed set on drawing them. How their heads work, feet, exactly where the angles on the back go. Like some of these guys are pretty flat-footed on the front feet while others are more up on their toes, be good to standardise that kind of thing. Working through them like this before doing that makaki design sheet works for me, tho, because this is how I've been figuring out how I want to draw them. Some of their necks are too short. Big beefy destrier chests are fun, too, especially compared with their boney little butts.

King's Own Swords )

Lefties represent XD I've also added Nimay's and Nol's to this one, Nimay's entirely unchanged except to give it the curved blade, Nol the same plus I've given him a more detailed guard, which was the obvious place to put some royal swirlies.

YAY THEY'RE DONE!
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[personal profile] annarti2022-04-17 07:32 pm

Assili Redraw

Assili Redraw )

Decided it was about time I gave my Kazinians some of the fabulous makeup I've been wanting to do, so here's Assili :D She's also got a more filigreed circlet than before because I enjoy torturing myself with overly detailed jewellery. Assili also prefers workmanship in the form of delicate gold rather than showstopping feathers, a character preference I'm seriously recinsidering but gosh she does look pretty with it all.

Comparisons, both with the old and with no makeup:

comparisons )

The Storyteller: The Legend and the Myth

Twenty-Ninth Birthday


A mild tropical breeze wafted down over Freetown, carrying the spice of the island’s cinnamon and clove forests and the electric tang of a storm, as yet unseen, but always on the horizon at this time of an afternoon. A Llayan guitarist played at the corner of the Kazinian-styled bar, lilting voice singing in the praises of her homeland in Tsaythi.

1493 words )

The Storyteller: The Trial of the Pirate Lord

Twenty-Eighth Birthday


Tu wouldn’t let them leave right away. She insisted on showing Sen around the islands properly. She would, after all, be ruling these islands in a year or so.

2597 words )

The Storyteller: The Truth

Twenty-Seventh Birthday


The sky was suitably dark when the Red Cacao and Cocoa Black sailed into Freetown. The sea was steely grey and white-capped and Sen could see the dark smudge of a storm on the western horizon. The Orana was in port, rocking against the most favoured of the docks, closest to the centre of town. Behind it, palm trees whipped back and forth in the stiffening wind.

1955 words )

The Storyteller: The Hunt

Twenty-Sixth Birthday


Sen and Kaiji tried to celebrate their first bounty as best they could. It wasn’t large, only enough to cover a month and a half of wages for a voyage that had taken a year to accomplish, but Sen knew they would improve. For more dangerous crews, those whose ships were confiscated when the crew was imprisoned, Sen would have been offered the captured ship, too, but these were minor pirates, not much worse than tax evaders. Captain Hin and her crew would be fined and sent on their way once they had paid it. In any case, Sen knew she wouldn’t be able to crew a second ship. Her first was barely trained yet.

2105 words )

The Storyteller: The Ransom

Twenty-Fifth Birthday


Sen and Kaiji used the full three months Tu had given them to find a crew for Red Cacao. The problem with crewing her ship with bastards, Sen found, was that none of them had any experience at sea. None had so much as rowed a fishing boat before. Even Kaiji suggested that they might bring experienced sailors on board, just until they were able to train some of their own, but Sen refused to compromise. They were experienced enough now to train new crew. What they did ask of their new crew, though, was fighting experience. That much they could learn on land.

1853 words )

The Storyteller: The Gift

Twenty-Fourth Birthday


Sen didn’t tell Tu of her plans immediately, just in case she reacted poorly and left them stranded. Instead, she and Kaiji agreed to tell her when they were in Ryas, hoping she would be too distracted by her negotiations to want to deal with her rogue crew.

1997 words )

The Storyteller: The Chain of Pearls

Three years into living as the Orana’s crew, three more years into Tu’s impossible plan for the Pirate Isles, and Tu’s exuberance was only building.

1938 words )

The Storyteller: A Ship's Tale

Twenty-Second Birthday


Sen felt numb for days after Tu’s admission. She didn’t know what to feel and so opted to feel nothing. Kaiji recognised the conflict in her mind and just stayed close, holding her hand, hugging an arm around her stomach as she slept. She didn’t try to convince Sen of anything, not yet.

1758 )

The Storyteller: The Origin Story

Twenty-First Birthday


Back when Sen and Kaiji had first joined Captain Gendas’ crew, he had admitted he—and just about every other bounty hunter at the time—had greatly admired Captain Tu and the Horizons. Even when she continued to evade him, there was still a begrudging respect in his words. When Sen saw him standing at the prow of Cocoa Black, floating alongside the Orana without so much as a bad word between them, she knew he had always planned this. He’d always planned to meet Captain Tu.

2008 words )

The Storyteller: Return of the Pirate Lord

Twentieth Birthday


They agreed to meet in a year, mostly so Captain Gandas could send messages across the world and move all his pieces into place in time. They first hunted down the closest of Tu’s remaining allies, according to the tax office’s list, then made off for the meeting.

2262 words )

The Storyteller: Of Gem Traders and Pearl Divers

Nineteenth Birthday


When they returned to Ryas a year later, with Argo’s and a second captured pirate ship in tow, Tu was gone. The story was that the Orana had visited in the dead of night and its crew had broken her out of prison, paying off or slaughtering dockhands and prison guards as they needed.

2037 words )

The Storyteller: The Imprisoned Pirate

Eighteenth Birthday


They didn’t bother to keep their relationship from the crew. It was far easier to just let everyone know, stop the boys from trying to romance them and not have to steal hidden kisses in the dark. The captain was only disappointed because it meant he still had to find reasons to keep his male crew on board until he could find some more female crew members. He even offered to marry them, but Kaiji asked instead that her mother do the honours. Captain Gendas said that was cheeky, being as they were halfway across the world at the time, but he agreed to detour through Jita on their next tax trip to Ryas.

2036 words )

The Storyteller: The Tale of the Hunted

Seventeenth Birthday


Sen settled quickly into ocean life, though her first year aboard the Cocoa Black only served to show her how much she didn’t know. The crew was patient, though, and quickly corrected her mistakes so nothing was amiss on the ship. The kids especially, three of them around the age of ten, loved to show off their knowledge to their new crewmates.

2001 words )

The Storyteller: The History of Tranquilo

Sixteenth Birthday


Sen and Kaiji kept a list of all the names of bounty hunters that were mentioned by the ships that came to Jita. Four names kept coming up, names they had been hearing and idolising for years before, too, but it wasn’t until Captain Wik of the Cibo, the only bounty hunter that ever came to Jita, instantly mentioned Cocoa Black that they properly decided on a destination. The other three in their list would be backup, in case Cocoa Black wouldn’t take them, but Sen decided they didn’t need backup.

2017 words )

The Storyteller: Battle for the Pirate Isles

Fifteenth Birthday


Nobody was angry when Sen returned home. She ran into Sula’s arms, crying that she was right. Even Sula understood why she had run away. She needed to learn for herself who Tu was. She recounted her meeting with Captain Tila and the conversation they’d had. It was only in the telling that Sen realised just how angry she was.

1965 words )

The Storyteller: The Pirate Lord

Fourteenth Birthday


Kaiji was the only person Sen told she was running away.

‘Come back,’ she made Sen promise, words barely heard through her tears. ‘Because I still want to marry you.’ She left Sen with a kiss on the cheek. Sen returned it with a peck on the lips, then she boarded the Golden Fleece and left Jita behind.

1632 words )